How long it was?

To the SOMEONE,

Do You Hear ME?

Though many days has gone, but the thought of YOU still remain in where YOU suppose to be in my heart.. Suppose to type whatever i wanna tell YOU here....But...

It has been so long since we have talked~ do you rmb? But i miss the sound of your voices~ Am i stupid? Why even till now, i still can't forget about HIM? Recently, i oftenly dreamt about YOU. As i told you before, i rarely have dream.... but lately!!~!~!?!~ Maybe thinking of YOU too much~ in the end, i brought YOU into my dream~ I always said to myself : " How nice if the dream came to REAL! " But i know, i can't lie to myself....Its always just a dream...in reality...YOU won't even bother about Me at all~ I only wish that i'll never get up from the dream...at least in my dream.....the distances btw YOU and Me won't be this FAR AWAY....Actually I clearly knew that YOU were thousand miles away from me since the day ~ But...

*Whenever I receive a text message, I always hope it is from YOU*

But it disappoint me everytime~the sender will never be YOU...Even you just text 'Hi..' to me...more than enough for me..i swear i will be happy as in heaven....but you never did that...since the day ! It takes me a minute to text a message, but it took me long time to press on the Send Button... WonderinG....

Will i receive a reply message from YOU? what will you think after received the message?
In the end, messages saved as draft....just because i dont have the coverage to send msgs to YOU anymore.... I'll never forget what you said to me before, when i crazily sent those sms to u~ Every words u said to me, hurted me deeply....maybe

Im missing YOU badly! *no doubt*

Sometime, really got the 'cong dong' wanna go see YOU....even just look you from far place....I'll be happy~ But...suan liao la ='( I knw you don't wanna see me de~ Nvm, don't feel like saying it anymore....seem like talking craps to YOU...they just mean nth to YOU~ The very last time i met you was in GDB while having my CNY dinner there b4 i leave to KLIA for my trip~ You were there too having dinner with your family~ Dunno you realised i was there or not...but im happy!~ at least i got to see YOU....

What if? what if?
How do i still dare to say this? But i wish there is an Answer says *YES!* from You...

Memories with YOU will always i appreciate and cherish it close to my heart.
Only YOU truly know how much YOU meant to me....

Nothing Gonna Change my Love For You~*

我不能再自欺欺人

原来, 我还是那么的...爱他....

我好想好想....好想好...想好想好想他

是我的错...我的执著

为什么我仍放....不下他

或许, 你是我唯一的执著

执著爱着你....执著想你...执著不放手

现在的我会努力学习过得好......

只是偶尔会让我想一想你, 这样就够了!

至少心里会过的好一些~

Still loving YOU deeply though half year has gone

Will you read this?

很想说....但一切已来不及了

千言万语尽在不言中! 只想告诉你: '我还爱你'