30.08

Happy Birthday

生日快乐!!

imy ~

With lovessss,

Dear Teng ♥

xoxo

Merderka Eve. Can't wait to Rock the party @ cousin's house tonight.

Sunday.

Its another Sunday-Family Day!

Yesterday was told today will go Concorde Hotel for dim sum, same goes to Buddy. In the end, plan changed. So I couldn't meet buddy today ='( Relatives wanna visit the new house @ USJ which even myself also never go once before. Actually the kids wanna go for swimming~

I'm able to step on the grass at the 13th floor.

The lobby~

Somehow, I love this place. ♥
A great place for us go for ''holiday''.

I should get keys for myself too. Sometime i can go for ''short break''.

He's Cute =D one of my nephew.

I love to kiss his cheek. aww... so chubby ;)

Had becum his ''nanny'' for the day.

I pilih kasih =D Because i just Sayang him to the max ♥ muackx muackx Had our lunch and dinner @ mum's restaurant again which located inside this Mall. Near to the USJ house.

ps : Played with my niece and nephews made my day ^^

(forgot the pains.)

小傷口

At this moment, this song...

Friends, I know you all wanna come to my house to accompany me now~really too late now. But i appreciated this much. At least i knw you all really got the 'heart' wanna come over to accompany me. This will be the last time i 'hurt'-ing myself . I promised no more drinking after tonight. Just one last time. Insomnia. Friends, Don't worry. Imma gonna be okay.

I'm glad that i had so mny true friends like you all. Accompanied me chat for the whole lonely night. Buddy you're really my buddy, willing to accompany me for the whole day since this noon. Then night still sms and msn chat with me in . Same to my other friends who chat with me in MSN. Too many advises, too many stories with scoldings as well received from you all. Guess, i know what to do now..........TIME, perhaps another Time Machine.

朋友, 你不需要担心我, 只是小伤口. Hugs.

Just don't wanna stay at home today. So drove to buddy's house find her to accommpany me. We not going anywhere, not even Leisure Mall. I watched horror movie with buddy and her mum at home. The movie named ''Womb Ghost''. I don't dare to watch horror movie. If you all watched with me before, you'll knw what gonna happen next =D (scream scream and scream) Sat next to buddy and hugged the pillow but with the disturbance from her doggie-Bella. Kacau-kacau me while watching. Lastly, buddy hugged 'her' away. Thought that im the 'kia si' one, but....i think buddy worse than me :p I still ables to scare her :p Muahahaha... =D After the movie ended, i ate the KFC that her mum dapao for me. =) I couldnt finished them, still full after the meal i had just now. Received a call from mum after that. She planned to go Neway sing K tonight. I was like : "oh okay.. i will go Time Square later." Later on, my cousin called me. Asked me go I-city tonight. I was liked : ''I thought mum said tonight sing K? why suddenly go I-city? how come plan changed so fast? bla bla bla.....'' Dunno la, just let mum and cousin discuss lor...Then i continue chatting with buddy =) Leaved buddy's house at 6plus. But i promised mum i'll be back at 6pm. Hahaha, as usual i was late again =p I reached home at 7pm. After the long discussion with mum and cousin..... In the end, No sing K....No go I-city....but go for buffet.

Dinner buffet @ Sheraton Hotel.

Foods just not worth for the *price. RM 108++ per pax.

For me, the best buffet in da town is still Jogoya.Sushi is always my favour. But the sushi really SUCKX!!!!!Majority Malay Food. Maybe now is puasa month. And everytime i eat spicy food, I'll get stomach pain -.-'' Dessert Time. All the dessert looked nice, but tasted.... ok la, can be eaten.

Homemade Mango Ice-Cream. Yummy ^^

Ice-Kacang my favour ♥
Freaking no mood after Someone Pushed Me Back to The Hell Again =.=
No more mood continue eating.

You'll never how happy i was for that moment. I thought everything gone smoothly, how i know ended up it could be like this. The feeling just like pushed me down from the Heaven to the Hell again. From Heaven to Hell. It hurts me badly. Wondering, am i still consider as one of your friend too? Maybe we're not even friends at all. Hates me or not, whats the difference now? Though you told me you're not.

Thats ENUFF! Don't wanna say anymore. Complicated feeling. Fed up. Disappointed. EMO

with tears.

怪自己, 为什么没有你那么的狠心.

生.日.快.乐

Happy BiRthday!!~
( Just wanna let YOU know, i still remember and never forget. ) ♥

You'll never know this,
and i know
this is all i can do now~
imy & love you still.

Lakeside

Back to Main Campus @ Subang Jaya after 2 months graduated from A level~Just to take back my A level result.

And i was late to meet with the girls. Suppose to meet them at 11am? but i 12plus only reached. Sorry girls.

Fetched the girls to Taylor's Lakeside Campus (TLC).
Nice environment ^^

I found someone can bet me with the weights~ you on diet ar? xD

While waiting for Mira.

Thats how i looked like after slept only 4hrs. sleepy. tired.

*Vampire won't appear this so EARLY xD You all should meet me in the late noon.

The girls~ Met again after 2 months >.<

Inside the office~ asking for the degree programme.

Im super not in the mood to take pic. with the panda eyes. @@
♥
Walking back to the carpark. The carpark was far far far away from here.dJust dropped them off at Sunway Pyramid. So, didnt manage to makan together. I guess i must be missed out something. ='( Gonna rush to Sri Garden to pick up my sista. aiks...

ps : Wondering when should we meet again ? =D

The 18 Martial Arts

Lee Hom's Showcase :

Date : 22nd Aug 2010

Time : 6pm (delayed to 630pm)

Its Chili's time again ^^ The limited Key Chains. (the 2 designs.)

Babi and shin choosed the heart shape and I choosed the homie.

One Utama.

Finally i knew how to go 1U by myself without GPS.

The Entrance. (CD Zone)

Shin xD Suprisingly she will comes with us~
Babi Han. He's Fans of Lee Hom.
While waiting for Lee Hom under the HOT SUN!!~

Maggie. Han's friend. =)
Wanted to take group pic but failed =S too crowded over there~

People Mountain People Sea!~

So far away from the stage. Was too late to get ''nice view'' places.

More and more~ I had bcum sardin of the day!~ TERRIBLE!
Lee Hom only sang one song today : ''你不知道的事'' nice nice!~
Lee hom's with sunglasses. 帅!!帅!!帅!!~

Everyone was holding their albums to take pic with Lee Hom. This is the pic.

Stole from Facebook-Fans page.

Obviously I'm not Fans of Lee Hom. I'm Fans of Wu Chun =D

I'm ready to let Lee Home sign on my album ^^

While waiting Lee Hom back from hotel toilet~

Finally got his signature. Can you spot me on the stage :p

This was my 2nd times see Lee Hom from this close distance. He melted my heart when he looked at me and SMILE! So so so so handsome~~~~gosh. Dragon-I for dinner. Had my dinner after 9pm!~ sigh*~

Glad that i took the correct way and sent my friends home safely ^^

YESHH! Helped bro got what he wanted! Don't forget our DEAL =D Actually I'm not a greedy mei mei~muahahaha

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Yixin had leaved us to Hong Kong today!~

Kinda sad that we couldn't meet once again before you fly to HK~But nevermind, We'll hang out again when you back to Msia~

Don't say Goodbye, but See You soon.

Take care ^^ Keep in touch~

Im losing friends, so many of them had leaved Msia to oversea study. haih~

With loves,

Teng ♥

XOXO

PS : Lee Hom lightened up my day !~ He's leng zhai! Lovessssssssss~

被爱还是去爱

被爱是一种幸福...
而去爱是一种付出...
可是我却宁愿选择去爱...
被爱，确实是一种可遇不可求的幸福，可是，那会是你真的所想要的吗？
的确，被爱是无比幸运的，是无比幸福的，可是，你，愿意被爱吗？
那愿意包容你一切的爱，那愿意尽心尽力爱你的人，会是你真正想要的吗？
很多人说，谈恋爱一定要找一个他爱你多过你爱他的人，因为这样，离开时才不会伤得太严重。
爱情，真的是这样吗？
想一想，当初，你为什么会挣扎与被爱和去爱之间呢？
答案其实很清楚， 你自己也很明白，
因为，你想为那个你爱的人付出你的一切，
你想去爱那个你真正所要的人，你已经，选择了去爱。。。

即使你知道被爱有多么幸福，有多么安心，你终究还是想要去轰轰烈烈的爱一场，你终究还是想要去尝试那份去爱的可能性...
你终究还是，想要他。。。
那又是为什么你没能够毅然地去爱呢？
很简单，
因为你害怕。。。。
你害怕那份去爱的心情会被糟蹋、
你害怕那份去爱的付出得不到回报，
你更害怕你勇敢地去爱会换来狠心的拒绝...
因为害怕失去，还怕失败，害怕知道结局，
你退缩了。。。。

于是，
你又在想，
倒不如找个愿意爱你的人，照顾你，守护你还更好。。。
因为被爱不会比去爱伤得严重。。。
也许真的是这样，
爱你的他，肯定的恢付出他的一切，去爱你，去疼你，去保护你。。。
可是，你的心拒绝那份一厢情愿的感情。。。
或许，你也是爱他的，
但是，你更加爱另外一个他。。

即使知道，以后，你会伤痕累累，
即使知道，以后，你会后悔，
你还是愿意去冒这个险，
你还是宁愿辜负爱你的，去追求你所需要的。。。
不是吗？

答案其实在你心里已经很清楚了。。。
你只是害怕受伤害，所以退缩
你只是害怕失去你爱的人，所以迟迟不敢被爱。。。
一切都只因为害怕。。。
你应该明白。。。
你真正爱的那个人，早已经在你心里。。。
你缺乏的是一份不怕受伤的勇气，是一份坚持到底的决心。。。

如果你真的爱他，
那就勇勇敢敢的去爱吧！
别让自己后悔你没敢踏出那一步。。。
即使会受伤，至少你尝试了，努力了，付出了，
已经足够了=

I wish, I hope....

Go to the beach now..feeling so complicated!

After the long conv. with buddy.
I just answered buddy : the feeling just can't fade away?
Buddy, you should know me better.
Are you? =X

ps : 倒数中~

Buddies #3

Waken up by babi who called me to wake up at 9am. Actually I set my alarm at 830am, but duno why it didnt ring. Maybe i off it gua ~So, everything just done in the rush with my sleepy face as i promised Buddy will go her house fetch her at 10am. And yet i was late again.

At first, im the one who suppose to fetch them to Help College and babi Han park his car at Gardens 1st. Because of me lack of sleeping, so gonna mafan babi pick us up at Gardens and go to Help College.

Actually this is the *mission* of the day~! After asked for the requirement thing and blablabla, babi Han brought us sit the shutter bus in Help College. LOL! We called it : Help College's tour visit.

Sleept only 3hours yesterday!~ imma so tired!~ x.x

It looked nice, but taste like @$^?*(!$^$&*?.

At least these are much better than the noodles.

Buddy ^^ Finally we got to meet with each other after 1month.

Babi Chan =.= See him untill sien jor laaa....with his babi face!!

I lurve this bag, especially the pink one!! =D

If this pic is not blur, it will be a nice pic ^^

Group picha of us.

(Wee wee ^^ I got bigger eyes than you 2, though i just slept 3hrs last night xD)

Fetched buddy home. Then go Sri Garden fetch sista.

I hate rainny day!~ Rainny day always here jam there jam!~

If im not that sleepy and tired, i really don't mind. But @#$%^&*@!~ aiks...

Quickly took a short nap once i back home. Waken up by sista, gonna fetch her go Jaya Jusco's supermarket buy things. And I miss the taste of Starbucks. Mocha, i got YOU! =D

What a tiring day!~

ps: No more yumcha/late night outing during this month, my dear friends. I'm serious!~