if.

If time can rewind,
i would like to become a better person for you.
no one treats me like how you treat me.
you and i know it very well.

If i have a second chance,
i would like to apologize to you
for all my silly actions and thoughts.
sorry to hurt your feelings each time.

If you know how i feel,
i wish you understand my situation
and what i always need.

If there's another chance for me to explain myself,
i would like to tell you the three words again.' I Love You '
how i wish you are here with me.
support me for whatever i do,
cheer me up whenever i face any problems,
hug me when i need some care.

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p/s :

I wonder why am i doing all these for you after all the shits you responded to me.

I wonder why am i so stupid and dumb enough to still believe that we were meant to be.

I wonder why am i feeling so frustrated over a small thing about you.

I wonder why am i still writing all these shits which is related to you.

I guess i really miss you.