# 9

The lights are off, I am lying down,
Thinking of myself , my past and yesterday.

I should not have do it,
I regret, I beg for forgiveness,
No one knows this feeling I have to go through it every night,
When its just me and the world, no one else, lack of light.....

Simplicity can be Complicated.
I wanted this feeling I have been searching for,
But Now its killing me back,
The day he left, I wanted that comfort, warm and tender,
Nobody can give me that feeling back now as long as its not from him,
But someone came into my life gave me a feeling close to that,
Something I wish could be a dream and ever forget.

I could not get an answer, God please answer my prayers,
According to when you want,
But I just want You to know, dont take too long,
I might not be able to handle it,
My life is like a song,
Look into my eyes and tell me do I seem alright?

There is nothing anyone can say, I love you so much,
I want that touch , baby please dont take it away,
I want to fade away with the wind,
Just go where it takes me,
I am in a state where this is what people want to see,
I dont think this is where I want to be...

Consume me, change me back,
I am sitting with no expression, No explanation,
I want that day to come or maybe just that moment,
Please come and take this pain away.

p.s : Tell me what should i do?